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sometimes i'm astonished at how ENCOURAGING my parents can be.

they can never stop reminding me the fact that i'm a reject. especially my dad.. always putting things in the mean way as he describes how unwanted i am from vj. i don't want to repeat what exactly he said coz it's so hurtful. even my sister who is forever so proud disapproves of his words.

life is so difficult. i have to bear the name of a betrayer in school and when i get home, i have to put up with the insults from my very own father. whats so funny about mocking your daughter? if i'm a guy and he isn't my dad i would have given him a box and make him a tarepanda or something. but well.. i kept myself composed.. hiding fire burning in me. the school is not neccessary the only gauge of a person's ability. who says people in good schools cannot do badly and who says people in not-so-good schools cannot do well? moreover i don't see a hell of difference between the standards of victoria and temasek.



one day he's going to realise he looked down on the wrong person.


the return of my two sisters from their hostels turned the house topsy-turvy. let me describe to you what happens everyday.

7am- i go to school and yuxin goes to work

2pm or 3pm - yuwen wakes up (oh FINALLY) for lunch

evening - i reach home and see yuwen on the computer... who refuses to let me take over coz she JUST STARTED using it. (oh what the hell?! she has been alone at home all day long and still complains we are taking away her time she spends with the computer??)

at night - yuxin comes back and thats when 3 of us cat fight for the computer

that kinda repeats everyday. same goes for the TV but this time my mum is involved too!! when she says "give me the remote control." nobody dares to do otherwise.

and my dad buries his head in the newspaper.

sometimes i just hope none of my sisters are at home. but that's kinda impossible since yuwen graduated.. she insisted to be called a "student" and not "unemployed" when she filled up the CPF form. -_-" she IS unemployed! currently waiting for a job and meanwhile either she rots at home and finds the right time to use the computer so that when i want to use it she can say she JUST STARTED using it or she goes on a shopping spree at orchard.. squandering my dad's income.

okay that unemployed is going to kill me if she sees this.

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